The Value of a Kiss

I won't tell you what he did today. I value the way that your heart stays beating in rhythm every day, and it wouldn't be good for you.

I know some day he will read the stuff I write so I hesitate to say what I really am thinking. The truth is that he is a miracle, a blessing that God decided to give us. But what ran through my mind today was that we tried to prevent this kind of stress. We had a vasectomy for goodness sake. Why did God give me this particular little person who wants to push all the limits? Why do the things that he does cause me and the rest of the people around to feel like the life has been drained out of them? Was I not humble enough? Was I too judgemental of others. I wish I would learn whatever it is I need to learn because frankly I am scared to death that I am going to fail at this job I have been given.

I really am thankful for guardian angels and someday I will look that angel in the face and say thank you.

He kissed me and hugged me goodnight. I can't even begin to put a value on that.